Question #2

My last post made me wonder what is in this world that we are so afraid to bring out our true selves?
I mean,earlier it was odd for somebody to try to fake things out!
It was rare to find somebody who wasn't being himself.. but today,it is really very rare to find somebody who isn't being a pokerface..
What caused this?
Now if we see somebody who fearlessly shows who he his,even if he is a mean fellow.. we admire that person..
We feel that it would be so nice if even we could be that open to people.. but this just remains as thoughts!
We never really implement it..why?
Are we so scared to show people who we are?
We can't be that bad that we need to hide ourselves under some disguise..
And on top of that,we want people to uncover our masks and say to us,"Boo! I gotta ya!"
That is not gonna happen!
And even if it was to happen,why hide?
I really doubt if its social skills or something..
Society does not tell you to become or show something that you are not..
Then why be that way?
Why choose a path and then think about returning throughout the time we walk on it?
Isn't it just easier and much more peaceful to do what we actually would have done?
I admit it's not always possible to be that blunt.. at times we do have to stop ourselves because we just might hurt somebody..
But why all the time?
Why don't we realise that in the course of not hurting others.. we are hurting ourselves and slowly even losing ourselves..
At the end.. is it worth it?

Question #1

Each time I feel that I have got a step closer to understanding what I gotta do with my life,I find myself more lost!

I get more confused!!

I am an adult.. I am expected to be mature and to handle all my matters really well but I am so indecisive that I cannot even decide if I wish to go to a family function or not!

I always underestimate my own judgement!

And the worst part is that I know it yet still I am not able to make myself be more firm about my decisions.

Its definitely not that I need somebody to put the blame on,if any of my actions,suggested by someone else,backfires!

That is just not the case!

Its just something else!

I am way too uncertain for my own self.. I wonder how others say they know me,that I am too predictable! Is it sarcasm that I fail to understand?

When I give it a deeper thought,I doubt if there is actually anybody who knows me..anybody out there in this big,massive world?

But its something to be asked ourselves too.. its another thing if somebody knows who we are.. but the most vital thing is.. Do we know who we are?

Do we have the guts to stand for what is morally right for us?

Are we really free and unafraid of revealing who we actually are?

This makes me wanna put forward another question..but that's for the next time!

A random something

Life is an amazing journey..
At a point of time we feel we are on top of the world and sometimes we feel as if it is the end of the world.
In either case we are wrong because there will always be somebody happier than us and somebody who has much more reasons to mourn than us.
Well,I read somewhere - "Life has its nasty ways to teach us lessons."
Its indeed very true!
I learnt a lesson in probably the cruelest way.. but yeah,I have finally got the point.
Maybe I understood it too late but nevermind.
I am still a person growing and maturing a lil more each day..
My blog will have all my strange and weird experiences and also what I think about certain things.